nebulousnightproject

i'm better now. i feel better, and also i just am. at a lot of things. i'm better at forgiving, at understanding, at letting go, at not letting go, at not understanding, at not forgiving. i'm a feminist now, or at least i found out now. and i have more friends, and i understand friendship better now. i also have more discipline now and i procrastinate less. i have gotten over a big hurdle, i think. maybe i'm wrong. incidentally, i am also better at being wrong. i am better at getting over hurdles too. (not having got over a hurdle is also just a hurdle in the end.) i am also better at drawing (i think.) if one of my drawings is goo

hello. things have changed. slightly. maybe not the things, but how i see the things. i plan on using this again. i have a tumblr too, which i told you about - but nobody reads these things - but i will post things i made here. i will be making much more now since i am now an art student. which is not special because everyone is special. which basically means that no one is. have a nice day! ada

so i hate the word hiatus. i've been gone, but no one cares exceot for me. so this is really just a thing between me & me, but i'm still going to tlk about it because that's what i've done before. i don't know if i will start posting stuff on here again. i wrote a poem today that i will post, and i have lots of photos i could upload but i don't know which ones. and all if them would be too many. they are on film though and with film i never can decide because most of the time, i like all of them. haha. i've been very very very distracted lately. not that i have trouble concentrating. i never do. but i have trouble feeling concentrated.